Archive for November, 2005

god bless me

Monday, November 28th, 2005

k…i m not studying at all…well, its not bcos i dun wan, its bcos my leg suddenly got so pain n i cant concentrate on wat i m reading!! ERGH… how could this ever happen to me? wats wrong? i m so worry…its really PAIN!! PAIN..no kidding. :(

hopefuly 2molo ll b a better day !! hopefully i can stil do well in da exam! God bless me!

I cant wait for my exam to be over…i found out tat our class was da first n last one to sit for da exam. No wonder it feels like forever!!3 more days!! cant wait!! 

days during exam…

Monday, November 21st, 2005

I m so tired right now, physically, mentally n emotionally.. I figure out tat its probably due to stress of exam n something tat had happen to me. I felt so tired trying to find out the reason of everthing single thing tat happen. I m so depressed rite now… Not to mention tat SPTM is finally over..Every1 is at top of their life right now. me??!! BOTTOM… stil stuck wif my finals… 

        I m so envy of those who had finish their finals!! I wanna get over it as soon as possible. 2molo is da most hectic exam schedule tat i had ever have in inti. Usually we would only sit for 1 paper but 2molo, its 2 papers.. 2 tough papers!!  I JUZ CANT WAIT TO GET OVER IT!! I have so many things tat i wanna do, i wish to do, n i wanna get over wif! i wanna live life like normal again! Sometimes, i juz really hate exams…It practically takes away part of my life, part of me as well….:(

        A lil description on my first examination… The night before, i was trying to sleep , as usual. However, fail to do so. Manage to sleep moments(hours) later. My wonderful mum drop me to exam which is 10 min before exam starts. I thought i could use this final moment to glance through my note. Unfortunately, da irritating lecturer kept on urging us to get into da exam hall. ..erghh… OK, its 8 am now..(it usually my bed time!!)I m pretty sleepy now, trying hard to concentrate… Scanning through my paper, question by question. Juz as wat i had expected only tat it doesnt require much of studying but common sense!! erghh!! wasted all my effort… <After 3 hours!> blur state^%##^*! no comment! I practically forgot wat i had written…Hopefully its enuf.!

        Wish me luck for da rest of da paper!..

finals tomorrow!

Sunday, November 20th, 2005

2molo is my first paper for da finals. i cant seem to concentrate on studying lately.not motivated at all….i wonder y?

Anyway, i was talking wif one of my fren bout blogging which urge me to blog so tat i can remember in da future tat i m hanging out in front of da com da day b4 exam when i should b studyin..hehe..A good reminder!!

I realise tat blogging is an interesting way to keep our memories…its like a e-diary..With each day passing by, those memories get fader. When i read my blogs , da feeling and memories some how get back to me. Those memories r so valuable…(i sounded kinda old huh? hehe…emotional ma..)

well,I should get back to my dull book now. I wonder y study nvr appear to b interesting to me. sigh~!~

Wish me luck everyone!! *winks*

Share .: Reason

Wednesday, November 16th, 2005

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
          When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
         What we must realize is that our need has been met,our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
          Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
          They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, is real. But only for a season.
          LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
           Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.