nervous breakdown…
Last nite when i was doing my assignment at 12 am ,thats when i realise that i dun hv much time left n i stil hv 1 law question to do..i hvnt even started doing any research on that question. at 2 am, my eyes r practically closing n my i cant even think straight.forcing myself to read further til 3am, i gv up n went to bed. I wasnt as tough as i thought. At first , i thought i can do that assignment throughout da nite so that i would be able to finish it by that nite( or morning?). So, i basically relaxed myself for da past few days. i learned a lesson today. Nvr leave anything til da last minute if u wanna do good in it. well, actually every1 knows that..lol!! juz that i had nvr been so worried b4 cos usually i would stil manage to finish my assignments da nite b4.
Today , i purposely woke up at 8 to work on my assignment. i was pretty relax that time thinking that our wonderful lecturer would let us do our assignment in class. To my expectation, he let us do it in class at 10am. that was when i realise that i dunno how to answer that law question. *confused* ..So, i started flipping through all da books around. but stil i m in an unsure state of wat to write. cham d…after much debating wif myself of wat to write, i made up my mind n started writing(actually is rewriting another 1) wat a waste!i finished that assignment around 1.30pm.
n yet, its not da end. i stil hv another assignment to go. i had drafted da answer on a piece of rough paper few days ago, so , all i hv to do is to copy it nicely into a new piece of paper. BUT, i forgot bout question 1 which i promised myself that i ll do some study on it cos i dunno how to do. i tried my best to copy da rest of da answers nicely n neatly (my handwriting is pretty much horrible all da time, so its kinda hard for me)as fast as i could. when i finished copying plus double checking da answer, its already 3pm;i hv a class NOW! i was so worried cos i thought da lecturer would b teaching n i would definitely cannot do it in da class cos da lecturer is kinda strict. fortunately, when he came into da class.. he said,finish up ur assignment(da law assignment which i was doing earlier)…wow, luckily! so, i quickly rushed to da library n get a whole stack of books to look for da perfect answer to my assignment. lijia n her frens were ther, so, i decided to sit wif them. They were chatting n joking. I was a lil distracted by them n was listening n laughing at their jokes. Y cant i feel guilty n pay more attention to my assignment when i m running out of time? dun worry every1, i managed to finish it but stil a lil doubtful on my answer.
i felt so wear out after that. today is da most stressful, worrying, restless, nerve wreaking, tiring n hungry(cos i skip breakfast n lunch, juz had a piece of bread da whole day) day of my life…having to submit 2 assignments in a day when I hvnt complete them.
