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k…i m not studying at all…well, its not bcos i dun wan, its bcos my leg suddenly got so pain n i cant concentrate on wat i m reading!! ERGH… how could this ever happen to me? wats wrong? i m so worry…its really PAIN!! PAIN..no kidding.

hopefuly 2molo ll b a better day !! hopefully i can stil do well in da exam! God bless me!

I cant wait for my exam to be over…i found out tat our class was da first n last one to sit for da exam. No wonder it feels like forever!!3 more days!! cant wait!! 

I m so tired right now, physically, mentally n emotionally.. I figure out tat its probably due to stress of exam n something tat had happen to me. I felt so tired trying to find out the reason of everthing single thing tat happen. I m so depressed rite now… Not to mention tat SPTM is finally over..Every1 is at top of their life right now. me??!! BOTTOM… stil stuck wif my finals… 

        I m so envy of those who had finish their finals!! I wanna get over it as soon as possible. 2molo is da most hectic exam schedule tat i had ever have in inti. Usually we would only sit for 1 paper but 2molo, its 2 papers.. 2 tough papers!!  I JUZ CANT WAIT TO GET OVER IT!! I have so many things tat i wanna do, i wish to do, n i wanna get over wif! i wanna live life like normal again! Sometimes, i juz really hate exams…It practically takes away part of my life, part of me as well….:(

        A lil description on my first examination… The night before, i was trying to sleep , as usual. However, fail to do so. Manage to sleep moments(hours) later. My wonderful mum drop me to exam which is 10 min before exam starts. I thought i could use this final moment to glance through my note. Unfortunately, da irritating lecturer kept on urging us to get into da exam hall. ..erghh… OK, its 8 am now..(it usually my bed time!!)I m pretty sleepy now, trying hard to concentrate… Scanning through my paper, question by question. Juz as wat i had expected only tat it doesnt require much of studying but common sense!! erghh!! wasted all my effort… <After 3 hours!> blur state^%##^*! no comment! I practically forgot wat i had written…Hopefully its enuf.!

        Wish me luck for da rest of da paper!..

2molo is my first paper for da finals. i cant seem to concentrate on studying lately.not motivated at all….i wonder y?

Anyway, i was talking wif one of my fren bout blogging which urge me to blog so tat i can remember in da future tat i m hanging out in front of da com da day b4 exam when i should b studyin..hehe..A good reminder!!

I realise tat blogging is an interesting way to keep our memories…its like a e-diary..With each day passing by, those memories get fader. When i read my blogs , da feeling and memories some how get back to me. Those memories r so valuable…(i sounded kinda old huh? hehe…emotional ma..)

well,I should get back to my dull book now. I wonder y study nvr appear to b interesting to me. sigh~!~

Wish me luck everyone!! *winks*

Discover the 90/10 Principle. It will change your life (at least the way you react to situations). What is this principle? 10% of life is made up of what happens to you. 90% of life is decided by how you react. What does this mean? We really have no control over 10% of what happens to us. We cannot stop the car from breaking down. The plane will be late arriving, which throws our whole schedule off. A driver may cut us off in traffic. We have no control over this 10%. The other 90% is different. You determine the other 90%. How? By your reaction. You cannot control a red light., but you can control your reaction. Don’t let people fool you; YOU can control how you react. Let’s use an example. You are eating breakfast with your family. Your daughter knocks over a cup of coffee onto your business shirt. You have no control over what just what happened. What happens when the next will be determined by how you react. You curse. You harshly scold your daughter for knocking the cup over. She breaks down in tears. After scolding her, you turn to your spouse and criticize her for placing the cup too close to the edge of the table. A short verbal battle follows. You storm upstairs and change your shirt. Back downstairs, you find your daughter has been too busy crying to finish breakfast and get ready for school. She misses the bus. Your spouse must leave immediately for work. You rush to the car and drive your daughter to school. Because you are late, you drive 40 miles an hour in a 30 mph speed limit. After a 15-minute delay and throwing $60 traffic fine away, you arrive at school. Your daughter runs into the building without saying goodbye. After arriving at the office 20 minutes late, you find you forgot your briefcase. Your day has started terrible. As it continues, it seems to get worse and worse. You look forward to coming home, When you arrive home, you find small wedge in your relationship with your spouse and daughter. Why? Because of how you reacted in the morning. Why did you have a bad day? A) Did the coffee cause it? B) Did your daughter cause it? C) Did the policeman cause it? D) Did you cause it? The answer is " D". You had no control over what happened with the coffee. How you reacted in those 5 seconds is what caused your bad day. Here is what could have and should have happened . Coffee splashes over you. Your daughter is about to cry. You gently say, "It’s ok, honey, you just need to be more careful next time." Grabbing a towel you rush upstairs. After grabbing a new shirt and your briefcase, you come back down in time to look through the window and see your child getting on the bus. She turns and waves. You arrive 5 minutes early and cheerfully greet the staff. Your boss comments on how good the day you are having. Notice the difference? Two different scenarios. Both started the same. Both ended different. Why? Because of how you REACTED. You really do not have any control over 10% of what happens. The other 90% was determined by your reaction. Here are some ways to apply the 90/10 principle. If someone says something negative about you, don’t be a sponge. Let the attack roll off like water on glass. You don’t have to let the negative comment affect you! React properly and it will not ruin your day. A wrong reaction could result in losing a friend, being fired, getting stressed out etc. How do you react if someone cuts you off in traffic? Do you lose your temper? Pound on the steering wheel? A friend of mine had the steering wheel fall off Do you curse? Does your blood pressure skyrocket? Do you try and bump them? WHO CARES if you arrive ten seconds later at work? Why let the cars ruin your drive? Remember the 90/10 principle, and do not worry about it. You are told you lost your job. Why lose sleep and get irritated? It will work out. Use your worrying energy and time into finding another job. The plane is late; it is going to mangle your schedule for the day. Why take out your frustration on the flight attendant? She has no control over what is going on. Use your time to study, get to know the other passenger. Why get stressed out? It will just make things worse. Now you know the 90-10 principle. Apply it and you will be amazed at the results. You will lose nothing if you try it. The 90-10 principle is incredible. Very few know and apply this principle. The result? Millions of people are suffering from undeserved stress, trials, problems and heartache. There never seem to be a success in life. Bad days follow bad days. Terrible things seem to be constantly happening. There is constant stress, lack of joy, and broken relationships. Worry consumes time. Anger breaks friendships and life seems dreary and is not enjoyed to the fullest. Friends are lost. Life is a bore and often seems cruel. Does this describe you? If so, do not be discouraged. You can be different! Understand and apply the 90/10 principle. It CAN change your life………!!!!!!!???

I found out that some1 blocked me in msn..dun ask me how i found out…but i manage to do so!!

Juz dun understand y would any1 do that to me…considering that i m such a harmless person…Dun tell me that a guy would block a female fren when they had a gf…rubbish!! sometimes, guys r juz so "shallow"…girls, agree??pheww….anyway, who cares wat that person did?? Me…stil carrying on wif my wonderful life…hehe…

      This is week 4(3 more weeks of classes left)…Life is back to normal this week…However, i m stil not in da mood to study, dun even wanna touch my book…eekk…i wonder how much i had ketinggalan wif my laziness….i had a blast time this week!!

      I went to Star KTV wif my classmates on wed bcos our lecturer is on MC AGAIN!! n we dint found out bout it after 2 hours of waiting…erghh!! i thought i had made a mental note to myself to check whether the lecturer is here whenever i had long breaks!! unfortunately, not doing it…aih…in da end, kek si myself..lol…

     On that same day, some 1 looked at my IC…
da conversation went,"is this ur IC?’…
me*scratched head*,"of course!! y?"….
"dun look like u…"..
"really??"…
"u look fat in ur IC.."…; should i b happy?? haha….probably wif da braces,my face is slimmer..but izit that obvious that my face is different from my IC pic?? weird…

      Fri, I went for movie wif frens;watched flight plan. It was a good show!! Da story line was real interesting that keep me anxious…esp, i m in da need of using da toilet…lol…After movie, went dining in swiss house…food-horrible..but had a great time chating non-stop …hehe…I guess its stil talking wif frens that makes me happy all da time..I ll go crazy if i dun talk!! u c, tats y god gv us mouth- to eat n to talk!!

       Keep it up every1!! esp hsc’s students!!take care….

      wao…was reading alice’s blog … http://alicecyl.blogs.friendster.com/twnkle_pgz_own/ .. dint know that she was so ‘expert’ in love..In fact, some stuff that she wrote was nth but da truth.Well,every1 out there, dun hurt any1 even if u dun meant to…(even though sometimes, feelings are kinda hard to control -.-"…)

      It’s october now, which means its 2 months from graduating from my diploma course. Time flies!! Every1 is gonna leave INTI soon…SOb soB…Hsc’s students is gonna finish their classes in 1 week time;INTI programme is gonna end in 3 weeks while my course is finishing in 4 weeks. Da feeling of parting from my frens makes me sad especially my classmates…2 years of wonderful years juz pass by so fast!! Even though i like to argue wif them, complaining bout this n that but i stil think they r really wonderful and great frens.

        BTw, i wanna check out wat u guyz think of INTI prom…Do leave ur comments here…u dun hv to leave ur name!! Juz let me know wat u think~!…send me pics as well!! HEHe….

        Take Care every1….!~~

       Finally, i had my break!! Prom nite is over! last sat was INTI’s prom nite which is da nite that i should be having fun. However, i m in da organising team, which means i ll be walking up n down to make sure everything runs well…Gosh, my legs hurt after more than 5 hours on heels!!…

      Guess wat, i dint even eat much of da Mutiara Buffet…aih…Such a waste!

       Everything ended quite well….i assume..(heard a few complaints on da program part) Not my fault though…

       Anyway, its stil a great nite!! every1 looks so amazing especially our prom king n queen n all da contestants!! they r so stunning!!

       Time flies…after months of preparation, da nite ended so fast!! Glad that its over n miss those days where we get together to prepare!! sob sob…Now i m finally back to my normal life..

Interesting moments of that nite:

1. Lisha went to get her hair do!! How wonderful that she took some time to beautify herself…haha

2. We; girls (no naming here)..walking bare foot around da hotel!! looks like aborigines….lol…cant blame us, had been on da heels for hours..

3. Every1 dressed so wonderfully that i hardly recognised some of them…

4. Got a few praises on my outfit…hehe…

5. Photo taking wif every1 !! So fun…taking down memories of that nite!!

Lesson that i learnt!

1. Nvr do things last minute…

2. Nvr let anything or any1 let u down or break ur spirit!

3. Nvr expect everything to be perfect..u ll get stressed out after the event!!

4. Eat all u can when u hv a buffet..No1 cares!!n dun even think of dieting!! u can deal wif it later….

5. Take photos wif every1 u know or dun know…lol !! There wont be any chances like this anymore!!

        Wao, my last update was at july 28, which means i hvnt been updating my blog for more than a month. Where should i start with? well…August was a torturing month for me , i guess. I hv tons of assignment ( 11 assignments in 7 weeks) and several tests.

         Last Friday, i hv decided to get some time off my assignments to attend a BBQ organised by TST. I reached there pretty late. every1 had started eating, besides SM’s doggy…poor doggy had to watch us eating da delicious food. hehehe.. anyway, time flies…when we finished eating, it was already 10 smt. Then, we headed to 1 stop for pool n dota. i miss pool so much!! I  i hvnt been playing it for so long. Anyway, me n soon theam won da match due to tst’s poor skill…wat can i say? aih..  well, actually not that bad since this is da first time he is playing a real pool (not yahoo pool)…hehe…

       Dota, i dunno how to play. i sat beside Sm n Ej and they both were first timer. No 1 taught me how to play..aih..so…da result, dun need me to tell it out loud d…*rolls eyes*

       sat, sun- assignment

       mon-had 5 hrs of sleep, went to college to hand up assignment n meeting.

      tues- yeah!! so happy, all assignments r over!! Went to gurney wif mum in da afternoon ( wat a good daughter i m …) , stayed at home at nite, went for supper in da midnite! stayed up til 3 smt am…i m wondering how could my face get better when i m sleeping this late everynite…hmm..*headache*

       wed- went to redbox n shopping.. got stuck in da jam in da PARKING LOT for half n hour! where had da workers gone to?? erghh….thanks to Wh, i manage to find a parking lot..

       thurs- went to find sponsors in gurney plaza…